Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of September 23, 1876

Overview

A gratifying letter from the King confirmed that Bayreuth’s meaning had been understood, though this was shadowed by Feustel’s alarming news of heavy debts. Alone at the Academy of Fine Arts, the writer was deeply shaken by the paintings and galleries, then later enjoyed a ride along the canals while R. remained ill.

Content

Saturday, September 23:

Fine letter from the King; he has truly grasped the idea of Bayreuth - this our greatest triumph! Less pleasing letter from friend Feustel, who reports debts amounting to about 120,000 marks. Discussion with R., plans, projects, much effort in store, a whole baggage train of activities.

Went by myself to the Academy of Fine Arts, since R. feared it would tire him. Indescribable impression, as if I had never seen colors before; the Ascension, as if I were hearing a Beethoven symphony for the first time. I am enraptured by the Madonna of Giovanni Bellini in the same gallery, and the galleries themselves so unexpectedly beautiful and lavish. Like in a fairy tale or, better still, in the cave of Montesinos: nothing from the outside, but inside, this dazzling of the spirit!

In the afternoon a ride along the narrow canals. In the evening R. is unfortunately still unwell, but he was on the S. Marco.