Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of July 18, 1874

Overview

Wagner is haunted by another dream in which his former wife cannot be reconciled with his present life, a memory that resolves only by the bluntness of waking thought. The day otherwise divides between his labor and Cosima’s work with Lusch, before an attempted appearance by Alberich ends in failure.

Content

Saturday, July 18:

R. again dreamed his traditional old dream about his wife, whom he did not know how to fit into his new life, until the problem was solved by his waking up thinking, “But she is dead.” R. works morning and afternoon; I do a lot of work with Lusch and hope to inculcate in her, without trouble, a good and noble education. In the evening a somewhat abortive attempt to bring an Alberich into being.