Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 3, 1874

Overview

The day moved between intimate talk and sharp opinions, with R. reflecting on the past through his own operas and venting political ideas in blunt, almost schematic form. Incoming telegrams and letters only deepened his irritation, especially the sense that others were being vague, patronizing, or insufficiently loyal. Even the evening reading turned combative, as he and she judged the literary world and closed with a hymn that gave the day a solemn finish.

Content

Tuesday, March 3:

At breakfast, when we were talking about his wife, R. said to me, “I should know nothing of the reality of my whole former life if I did not have the few operas I wrote then.”

At lunch R. said, “If I had to say something to the Socialists, I should set up these three axioms: (1) there are good people and bad people; (2) the rich man is no happier than the poor man; (3) if you do not have the peasants with you, are not in agreement with them, your whole movement is not worth a cent.”

Walk with the children morning and afternoon. In the evening a telegram from Brandt, also full of vague stipulations; R. very unpleasantly affected by it, says he feels as if everyone is taking him too lightly. Yesterday he wrote to Councilor Diiffl., asking for a quick decision.

Malwida writes; as R. is reading the letter with a somewhat ironic air, I say to him, “You were not always so sharp toward your female friends.” “I did not know any better - and they carry no scars.” I read Freytag and am appalled by his style. “What are our schools for?”

We end the evening with the hymn O Haupt voll Blut und Wunden. “It is true, at that time there were no great men, but there were solemn hours,” R. says.