Wagner's Letters

Richard Wagner to Mathilde Wesendonck

August 8, 1859 · Lucerne

Overview

Two days after the Wesendoncks' visit to celebrate the completed Tristan score, Wagner asks Mathilde to buy a handsome gown for his attendant Vreneli as a parting gift, suggests inviting the Willes to a farewell on Friday, declines a prolonged stay in their house out of discretion, and confesses himself displeased with his own conduct since that day, while treasuring its memory.

Letter

Silly man that I am, I forgot one petition. Tell me, best child, would you have the great kindness to procure me a pretty present for Vreneli right speedily? I believe it will afford her more delight than a gift of money. Perhaps a gown — wool and silk? I don't limit you in price: she shall have a good present, cost what it may. —

But you would have to see to it at once, so that I might receive it as early as Wednesday. If it's a nuisance to you, as I shouldn't be surprised, merely tell me so. —

And the Willes, by all means invite them for Friday: that is, if it will please them to come. I should like to see Semper too; but Herwegh would shoot himself then. Wille ... will make me a deal of commotion among my acquaintances; but what does that concern you two? — Merely try and reserve me a room above the envoy: your influence will certainly settle that difficulty. It is quite in keeping with the amiable character of the pair of you, to offer me a sojourn in your house this time again; it is for me to be discreet, however, and keep from your necks the burden and embarrassment that might arise from a prolonged stay.

Since the day before yesterday, I am very displeased with myself; I have much to be ashamed of, and think of chicaning myself a little for it.

One memory will abide with me, however, and that will ever shew itself as heartiest and tenderest thanks!

A thousand greetings.

R. W.

Source: Richard Wagner to Mathilde Wesendonck, trans. William Ashton Ellis (Charles Scribner's Sons, 1905), No. 90