Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of October 17, 1871

Overview

A package from Cosima's mother for Loulou stirs bitterness that Cosima tries to master through duty. Clemens Brockhaus writes warmly about Tribschen, while Wagner works and later writes letters, including to the Englishman offering Bayreuth help. The children adopt a stray little dog resembling Kos, bringing sudden delight into a day otherwise marked by fatigue and family obligations.

Content

Tuesday, October 17:

A package for Loulou from her grandmother, something which always brings me bitter thoughts, which I try, however, to resist and dispel. The only possible thing to do in this case is one’s duty, and nothing more; God will help.

Very fine letter from Clemens Brockhaus, on whom Tribschen seems to have made a deep impression. R. works; I nursemaid, so that I can find time to write in this book only with difficulty. Yesterday wrote a hasty letter to my mother.

The children come along suddenly with a little dog, which refuses to leave our yard; Loldi first discovered him, and he bears a remarkable resemblance to our poor Kos. The children are hugely pleased about it. In the evening R. is tired; he has written letters, to the Englishman, and I send my father a birthday greeting.