Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 30, 1871

Overview

Letters, terrible weather, and dreadful Paris news fill Cosima's morning as Richard copies The Destiny of Opera and the King remains silent. Church and state conflicts in Switzerland add to the sense of public disorder, set against the happiness preserved at Tribschen. Richard defines Cosima's love as the condition of his world, and Wagnerian music moves her mother to tears.

Content

Thursday, March 30:

Letters from Elisabeth Krockow, Claire, etc. Terrible weather and frightful news of Paris. I answer everything at once and work with the children. R. copies out his Destiny of Opera. Still nothing from the King.

Great disturbances in church and state: the priest Egli in Lucerne, who will not recognize the dogma, and the nuncio, whom Bern is expelling. Only in Tribschen happiness. “Your love means the end of the world for me,” R. says. “If you love me, I lose the outside world; if you do not love me, I lose both worlds.”

In the evening Wagnerian music; the prayer from Lohengrin reduces my mother to tears.