Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 22, 1871

Overview

The first day of spring finds Richard working under what he calls Cosima's protective influence. A parcel from the children's grandmother summons memories of Hans and the old family life, leaving Cosima to wonder why events had to unfold as they did. Richter's playing of Tristan answers her inwardly with an emotional certainty beyond explanation.

Content

Wednesday, March 22:

Start of spring. R. works and says, "Under your protection everything flourishes and succeeds."

From the post office I bring the children a letter and a parcel from their grandmama. The old times rise up before me; I think sorrowfully of Hans, also of the old lady, whose life, I believe, I did make somewhat easier.

As I enter the house, I ask myself: Why did it have to happen just like this? The sounds of Tristan answer me: Richter is playing the third act, and I understand everything!

Drank the Emperor's health.