Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 9, 1869

Overview

Author's copies of the Jewish pamphlet and a gift gallery of famous Germans arrive while Richard works and the weather turns fine. Cosima walks with Loldi, whose bedtime declaration of affection reassures her, and Richard reads Love's Labour's Lost instead of dictating. His concern for Cosima's condition and her own nocturnal worry about the children's fate give the quiet day an anxious undertone.

Content

Tuesday, March 9:

Arrival of the author’s copies of the pamphlet on the Jews; also of the Gallery of Famous Germans, which Breitkopf & Härtel have presented to R. R. at his work. The weather is fine.

After lunch a walk with Loldi; since she will never leave my side, I make her a little speech. In the evening, when going to bed, she says, “Everything pleases me about you,” meaning by that to assure me that she will do all I tell her.

Since R. is still very much set against dictating, he reads me Shakespeare’s Love’s Labour’s Lost. R. is very concerned for me, and I have to tell him how much worse other women in my condition frequently fare, in order to calm him down.

In the night I wake up thinking of the children. Shall I be able to make their lot a little bearable?