Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 16, 1882

Overview

Boni's future becomes the day's central concern as Cosima negotiates practical conditions for her engagement and R. watches from the side with protective interest. A rough rehearsal of the Idyll still awakens deep pleasure because it brings back memories of happier family moments and her father's rare understanding.

Content

Thursday, March 16:

R. slept well. Our talk is devoted to Boni, and with some concern. At 12 o’clock I drive to see Countess Tasca, who has taken over from Countess Mazzarino the office of go-between! During our discussion R. goes for a walk with Fidi in the Flora. The condition I make, in view of the Count’s unsettled financial situation, is that he take up some occupation.

In the afternoon, since we have decided to round off our stay in Porrazzi with a musical reception for our friends, there is a rehearsal of the Idyll. A horrible orchestra, and yet great delight in the work. Memories of blissful times, also of my father, whose joyful approval of the Idyll, R. says, showed him what a rare being he is and how utterly different from anyone else.