Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 10, 1881

Overview

Cosima oversleeps after a poor night, and Wagner comes to tease her before unveiling to her the new incidental music he has completed—a moment made all the more vivid by a dream she had the previous day in which she heard him playing the arrival scene from *Tristan* with such passion that she cried out. Friend Feustel joins them for dinner, and bad weather again keeps Wagner from going out. The evening is spent at work and in reading, with Wagner expressing both vexation at theatrical schemes in Berlin and genuine warmth toward the Chileans.

Content

Thursday, March 10:

All kinds of things, but nothing unpleasant, from Lusch. R. had a good night, I a bad one, in consequence of which I sleep through breakfast and R.'s rising. He comes in later and teases me, saying I sleep only when he is present, but after that I get up. He leaves me, and shortly afterward calls out, 'Now I can see it all,' and he plays to me his new incidental music.

(Yesterday, while he was sketching it out, I again lay down and went to sleep, and in my dream I heard him playing the scene from Tristan in which Isolde arrives, with so much passion that I cried out, 'He is calling me,' and then I woke up.)

Friend Feustel dines with us. R. again does not go out of doors, on account of the weather. He works in the evening, is somewhat out of humor, but speaks affectingly of his reading (Jacolliot's India). He is vexed that people are thinking of theater boxes in Berlin, when the whole of Berlin revolts him, but he is pleased about the Chileans, whom he has always liked.