Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of October 13, 1880

Overview

R. was worn out by the widening of our intimate circle, and when the children’s gondola failed to reach the Piazzetta as planned he flew into a rage that he later explained with remarkable self-awareness and kindness. The mood eased with a fine-weather outing and an evening at the theater, where Paesiello’s Barber of Seville amused us and delighted the children.

Content

Wednesday, October 13:

R. as always rather worn out when our very close circle is widened. He arranges to meet the children, who have gone for a last swim in the Lido, on the Piazzetta; the fact that the gondola does not arrive there puts him into a great rage; when I beg his pardon and tell him what happened, he says I should always just let him rage, it is a need in him and he can listen to no reason, he is like Othello, whose fury was only made worse by Desdemona's innocence. And in his explanations of his state of mind he is unutterably kind and divine.

In the afternoon we go on an outing in fine weather, and in the evening to the theater, to see Paisiello's Barbiere di Siviglia; the children enjoy it and we are amused by some drastic things in it.