Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of February 17, 1870

Overview

Eva’s birthday fills the house with music, children’s joy, and a fancy-dress celebration. Nietzsche’s letter relieves earlier concern about his state of mind and prompts Wagner to distinguish Schopenhauer’s contemplative pessimism from a dangerous practical hopelessness in the young. The day ends with another frightening fall by Fidi, abruptly breaking the festive atmosphere.

Content

Thursday, February 17:

Eva’s birthday; the “tune” is played. Great joy among the little ones. After lunch children, fancy-dress party. In the evening a letter from Prof. Nietzsche, which pleases us, for his mood had given us cause for concern. Regarding this, R. says he fears that Schopenhauer’s philosophy might in the long run be a bad influence on young people of this sort, because they apply his pessimism, which is a form of thinking, contemplation, to life itself, and derive from it an active form of hopelessness. — I write to M. M. — A fright in the evening—Fidi fell off the sofa!