Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of February 14, 1870

Overview

Wagner’s return to work and a dazzling sleigh ride briefly make the day feel bright and almost confectionary. The mood shifts when Claire reports that Hans may be resisting the divorce and that Cosima’s mother is speaking against her. Cosima answers both letters while struggling to master bitterness and preserve her composure.

Content

Monday, February 14:

R. again at work; fine weather, sleigh ride, a landscape of sugar candy and marzipan. When we return home, a letter from Claire, saying Mama has told her Hans does not want a divorce—this she heard through Mme Ollivier. Besides this, many unpropitious things about my mother. I write to them both and struggle against bitter feelings.