Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of February 13, 1870

Overview

Nietzsche’s visit continues with talk of Dorn’s hostile book and the exploitation of Wagner’s youthful letters, which Cosima tries to keep from Wagner. After Nietzsche leaves, she reflects on Wagner’s isolation and then receives alarming news about the Bavarian king. A death-haunted dream and a conversation about abdication make the family’s emotional and material dependence on the king painfully clear.

Content

Sunday, February 13:

Spent the morning with Prof. Nietzsche, talked of many things. He tells me that Dorn, the conductor, has published a book whose whole purpose is simply to denigrate R. Dorn attempts to conceal the base tricks he played in Riga by telling all sorts of lies. Unfortunately he has a number of R.’s youthful letters, which he has published. In them R. addresses him in a downright childlike way—what mean advantage is taken of this! I beg Prof. N. to say nothing to R. about it. Lunch with the children. Prof. N.’s departure. — How solitary R. is in this world! — News that the King of Bavaria is renouncing his throne. — During the night I dreamed that I locked myself in the children’s salon with Blandine and declared that Death would nevertheless find a way in; I then said to her: I shall call on you in the hour of my death. Conversation with R. about the King’s abdication, which would remove the material foundations of our life.