Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of June 7, 1880

Overview

After a restless night, R. explained with unusual intimacy that his teasing at table came from wanting no conversation but hers and resenting the custom that placed her across from him. He worked, then spent the afternoon absorbed in a petition to the King from Herr von Burkel, and by evening his mood turned merry as he entertained the household with anecdotes and delighted in Schiller's wit.

Content

Monday, June 7:

R. had a somewhat restless night, and as we are having breakfast together, he tells me why it is that he sometimes jokingly drags me into the conversation in a way that might seem irritable; he says it torments him at table to be sitting not beside me, but opposite me; we surely owe this custom to those heartless French marriages, but he has no desire to talk to anyone except me, "not even if a goddess descended from Heaven," and when he then sees me talking to other people, he feels impelled to comment on it.

He works. A letter arrives from Herr v. Bürkel, a petition to the King which occupies our entire afternoon conversation. R. writes down some points, which I am to set out for Herr v. B. [Wagner's points enclosed in the Diaries; see notes.]

In the evening R. becomes increasingly merry, and he tells us all kinds of anecdotes, also about a letter from Schiller concerning Baggesen's remark on the Musen-Almanack. He takes much delight in Schiller's wit.