Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of January 20, 1880

Overview

A severe cold and troubling news from Jager leave R exhausted and irritable, and even a barber visit is too much for him. In the evening he reads Goethe’s Clavigo to the household and reflects the next day on geology, water, and the idea that human cruelty began with history and the first killing of an animal.

Content

Tuesday, January 20:

Very cold, Vesuvius covered in snow, R. run down, and on top of that unpleasantly affected by a letter from the poor singer Jäger. He writes at once to Richter.

A walk into town, R. visits a barber and returns very worn out; to distract him, I talk of various things I read in Pungolo, including news of unrest in Hungary. R. remarks that one should not imagine that the days of the Junkers are past; they are still powerful and very sure of themselves.

In the evening I ask him to read to us the “Cl. Walpurgis Night,” which he does. When we are discussing it the following day, he mentions the cranes and the dead heron, and how the plutonic emergence of such a mountain means the beginning of covetousness and tearing to pieces, whereas in the action of water Goethe saw the elements of gentleness and beauty.

Today he said that one is not bound to assume that mankind was born evil; it became that only with the beginning of history, the killing of the first animal.