Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of December 6, 1879

Overview

The night brought a little relief and the swelling did not spread, though R. passed through feverish, half-dreamlike states full of odd self-dramatization. He joked about being a lazy invalid, imagined strange roles for himself and others, and even sang, showing a stubborn liveliness despite the illness.

Content

Saturday, December 6:

The night was not too bad, and the trouble has not spread; his temperature seems to have gone down. Yesterday he saw himself during the day as a Turkish lady being borne along in a litter, in a half-waking, half-dreaming state. Today he calls himself “Rhodonasilos Tithonos,” and he tells the doctor he is thoroughly enjoying staying in bed and resting; he has always wanted to be just such a lazybones. It is typical of R. that, when I heard him call out something yesterday morning, I went into his room and he said, “That was because Brangäne had a sore ear, and he, Marke, wanted to stop anyone from touching it!” This arose from Herr v. Stein’s telling us that the previous evening Br. had been very affectionate toward him, and Marke had come between them, as if he were jealous. Around eleven o’clock I hear R. singing! ... He bears his suffering and his