Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of June 3, 1876

Overview

The first orchestral rehearsal sounds magnificent, and by nightfall R. is overjoyed that the whole experiment has worked. The Rhinemaidens themselves mount the machines, Hill performs his own climbing, and the impossible suddenly seems real, while I am left in deep melancholy and tears.

Content

Saturday, June 3:

First orchestra rehearsal; it sounds wonderful, R. says.

In the evening he returns home very happy; the experiment has succeeded, the Rhinemaiden singers mount the machines in person. Hill does his own climbing, the magic of genius has truly achieved the impossible!

I am overcome by an unutterable melancholy, my thoughts range far, return like heavy clouds, unburden themselves in tears, and rise up again in prayer. Listened to the birds, the Bülow bird is singing, the oriole! ...