Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of December 19, 1875

Overview

The children return with troubling reports, and Daniella receives reproach with hard defiance while Boni alternates between outbursts and genuine remorse. The day ends more peacefully in music, with Handel’s "Saint Cecilia" offering a rare moment of relief through its brilliance.

Content

Sunday, December 19:

The children have brought back very bad reports. My reproaches about this get a very dismal reception from Daniella; Boni also relapses into invective, but then feels real remorse; Daniella, poor child, seems to have decided that she will achieve something by defiance! ... What remains for me to do? ... Is this to become the great trial of my life? ...

In the evening music, Handel’s Saint Cecilia, pleasure in its magnificent individual features.