Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of June 9, 1873

Overview

Silence from family and friends creates an eerie stillness, but the household’s early routines continue with the children. The diarist’s mood improves despite the cold, perhaps through a growing willingness to accept what comes. Reading Ardinghello prompts admiration for its boldness, and the day closes with a brief omitted note on philology.

Content

Monday, June 9:

No news from my father or from any of my friends: a curious silence surrounds us. At six in the morning I went to the children, in order to be with them when they got up; great fear of being negligent in some way; Eva and Fidi very sweet together, gay and happy. R. works.

In spite of severe cold and an overcast sky, my mood today is more cheerful; I do not know why—perhaps because I am willing to accept what comes. Sascha still with us at lunch and for an hour in the evening. We start on Ardinghello, and I have to admire the decisive boldness of its judgments on painting.

[A few words on a philological subject omitted.]