Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of February 4, 1873

Overview

The final rehearsal leads into a highly ceremonial concert that feels both socially grand and physically exhausting. The audience is elite, the atmosphere flattering, and Wagner is repeatedly recalled, yet his own enjoyment is limited by fatigue and by the strange embarrassment of public triumph. The narrator remains attentive to the social field around the performance, moving from the imperial box to private gatherings still under the spell of the music.

Content

Tuesday, February 4:

Final rehearsal at 10 o’clock; the hall would have been completely full, all seats paid for, if the Wagner Societies had not stupidly feared that R. would have been displeased. The rehearsal goes very well; it was thought at first that Niemann would not sing-he had forbidden his wife to attend the rehearsal and this led to scenes which left him completely hoarse-but he comes at last and sings, if not to our delight, at any rate with the voice he always has.

R. lies down in bed. I converse a while with Frau von Meyendorff and visit Minna Kinowsky, my former cook, in her porter’s lodge.

The concert at 7:30 in the evening, the Emperor and Empress present; the aristocratic audience which only Berlin can supply, hardly any Jews. I am in Frau von Schleinitz’s box with Marie Muchanoff, Frau von Meyendorff, Frau von Rochow, Baron Loe (the Emperor’s adjutant), Count Solms, etc. Laurel wreaths, flowers, and a flourish on R.’s entry; called back repeatedly at the end, he tells the people what he has to thank them for-the promotion of his undertaking.

Program: Tannhäuser Overture, “Siegmund’s Song,” Meistersinger Prelude, “Magic Fire,” Tristan Prelude, “Forging Songs,” Kaisermarsch.

At the end R. is very exhausted; the only thing he enjoyed performing, he says, was the Kaisermarsch in front of the Emperor-this had really inspired him. Unfortunately the Emperor left before the march; he had thought the chorus was to be sung, and it embarrasses him to hear himself praised. I take R. home to bed and then go to Marie Schl.’s house, where a little company has gathered, utterly under the spell of the magical direction of the orchestra.