Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of January 9, 1873

Overview

The author makes social and professional calls, then receives a long-awaited delivery of beautiful things to wear that delights her. Music and memory are tightly linked, as she recalls how the Idyll sounded in Tribschen and how R. evokes the imagery of instruments with unusual vividness. R. is absorbed in the question of German identity, while the old dean visits with courteous admiration. The evening turns toward mythology and reflection, keeping the tone inward and contemplative.

Content

Thursday, January 9:

Paid calls, among others to Herr Grossmann, the headmaster, to make some comments on the girls’ school. When I return home R. shows me a telegram from Strassburg which states that the things for me which R. has been expecting since Christmas have still not arrived. I go into the salon and find a huge array of things to wear, each lovelier than the next! My delight makes R. laugh.

Recently the Idyll was played for our friends, and we recalled how it sounded in Tribschen. “What a sound such a wind instrument makes!” R. says. “The strings are like a forest, and the woodwinds like the birds within it.” R. is thinking more and more about the topic “What is German?” The old dean visits us, wanting R. to accompany him to the Thursday gathering, but R. does not go. “He does not wish to leave you,” says the good dean, after he had inspected all my lovely things with friendly delight and told me I deserved them. In the evening read the chapter on God in Grimm’s Mythology.