The Brown Book

Diary Entry of September 27, 1867

Overview

Wagner celebrates Cosima and the certainty of her love with unusual happiness. Eva's presence assures him that both their child and his work have prospered.

Content

Friday, September 27:

Oh Cosima! How proud and happy I am! — Your Day! — I had a beautiful dream about you. — But to be aware of you, aware, — to be quite clearly conscious that you are, are, for me! Ah! That merits a lot of ‘distress’ — . But how should I not be aware of it? I can, after all, see and grasp it! Every day the thrill of emotion I feel, approaching little Eva increases. Lying, living and laughing there is the clear proof that ‘I too was born in Arcadia!’ — Dear, dear wife! — Behold, all has succeeded and succeeds: child and work! — Whom would we envy? —