Wagner's Letters

Richard Wagner to Carl von Gersdorff

May 31, 1875 · Bayreuth

Overview

Wagner tells Gersdorff he is honoured that his opinion weighs so heavily in Gersdorff's decisions, contrasting his friend's firm ground with the confusing effect closeness to Wagner seems to have on others, including "our beloved Nietzsche," who met him in a field of life that might have become a quagmire. He wishes Gersdorff an early and honourable discharge from the Hohenheim agricultural college, and adds that in six days they will celebrate the sixth anniversary of Nietzsche's first visit to Tribschen.

Letter

My faithful friend,

You do me a great honor in regarding my opinion as of such vital importance to you in your decisions. I should be very well satisfied with myself, did I really think that I had exerted so great an influence upon you, as you carry out your resolves with such manliness, energy and persistence that I should like to be able to say that I had been of assistance to you. On the other hand, close contact with another friend seems to have only a confusing, in fact an injurious, effect. By this I do not mean solely our beloved Nietzsche, though I must confess that I cannot see how he would have been any happier had he never met me. Be that as it may, he came across my path in a field of life that could easily have become a quagmire had we not been able to fly away at the right moment. You, on the other hand, tread upon firm ground, bear fruit and introduce a stimulating current into our lives. Upon closer scrutiny, I believe that I am nearly always stuck in the mire, but I affect not to notice it, and this I attribute to my peculiar gifts. But best of all is my ability to make my dearest friends think that I am floating in the air, and this is your doing.

Therefore, good luck to your speedy and honorable discharge from Hohenheim. I can already picture you to myself on your carefully cultivated estates, where all of us will be assembled for a rural festival, myself attired in Don Quixote's arcadian costume.

Things are going fairly well with us; in fact, the children are too well and positively rampageous. The devil will soon be to pay here, and then you must not fail us!

Cordial greetings. "You are my well-beloved friend, in whom I take great delight." That sounds like the dear God speaking.

P.S. In six days we celebrate the sixth anniversary of Nietzsche's first visit to Tribschen.

Source: The Nietzsche-Wagner Correspondence, ed. Elizabeth Foerster-Nietzsche, trans. Caroline V. Kerr (Boni and Liveright, 1921), No. 48