Wagner's Letters

Richard Wagner to Mathilde Wesendonck

May 11, 1861 · Vienna

Overview

Wagner tells Mathilde Wesendonck of the overwhelming effect of hearing Lohengrin for the first time, at a Vienna rehearsal, after twelve years of waiting.

Letter

I have just attended a rehearsal of Lohengrin! The incredibly moving effect upon me of this first hearing I cannot lock away among my loveliest and clearest of experiences, artistic and human, without sharing it at once with you. I waited for this through twelve years of my life—and what years!! You were right to desire this joy for me so often! But it could never have been offered me so fully anywhere but here! Ah! if only you were to be present to-morrow!! [...]

Source: Letters of Richard Wagner, Vol. 2, selected and ed. Wilhelm Altmann, trans. M. M. Bozman (J. M. Dent & Sons, 1927), No. 489