Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of April 15, 1869

Overview

A letter from Hans to Loulou brings Cosima to tears, prompting Richard to wonder whether she can bear her lot. She teaches the children in sultry weather and receives Countess Bassenheim, whose account of Bavarian conditions interests both her and Richard. The evening returns to the children and to Frederick the Great's letters as a gale suggests the end of spring.

Content

Thursday, April 15:

In the morning a letter from Hans for Loulou. I again had to weep. R. came, and said it looked as if I would not after all be able to bear my lot.

In the garden then, teaching the children in sultry weather. In the afternoon a long visit by Countess Bassenheim, whom I introduce to R. and who deports herself very well.

Learned much from her about conditions in Bavaria: the pitiable character of King Max, who was afraid of the mayor, and appointments as gentlemen in waiting to be had for 300 florins. R. looked curiously dignified and respectable during the conversation.

In the evening with the children again, then together with R. read with much interest some letters of Frederick the Great to d’Argens. A great gale has arisen; it looks as if our spring has ended.