Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of October 4, 1871

Overview

Cosima sends the older children to Weggis, and the farewell by steamer leaves her melancholy. Wagner works, the family marks Wilhelm's birthday, and Fidi's playful extinguishing of his own light becomes for Wagner an image of noble freedom in death. The nephews return, but Cosima is too tired to enjoy them fully, though news from Weggis confirms Luise von Bulow's joy at seeing the children.

Content

Wednesday, October 4:

Saying goodbye to the children, vigorous waving of handkerchiefs on both the steamer and the banks of Tribschen. The absence of the children makes me melancholy.

R. works; afterward family lunch, with Wilhelm, since it is his birthday. Then a drive, later put Fidi to bed. He puts out his own light, laughing, and then lies down quietly, which touches R. very much; he says he sees in it the symbol of a noble, free, fine death.

In the evening our nephews return. I do not enjoy their company as much as usual, because I am too tired. Vreneli, returning from Weggis, brings me many regards from Luise von Buelow and says she was overjoyed to see the children.