Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of March 1, 1882

Overview

The sirocco and a restless night leave R. increasingly uncomfortable, despite cheerful scraps of news from the outside world and Parisian success. He does not go out, and the doctor's inability to find anything definite offers little real reassurance.

Content

Wednesday, March 1:

R. had a restless night, and the sirocco, which is blowing strongly today, is a severe strain on him. There are only the three of us for lunch, since the children have gone on a big outing to S. Martino. All sorts of things from the outside world, pictures of the carnival, a speech by friend Feustel (which makes R. remark jokingly, “He knew nothing about me and has been gradually won over; he bases his relationship with me on my relationship with the world”), then news from Paris that nothing but R.’s things is being performed there.

We do not go out, and R. feels increasingly unwell, so that I send for the doctor, who again finds nothing to cause concern. I read to Fidi the first act of Götz von Berlichingen.