Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of January 3, 1883

Overview

Wagner receives a deeply moving letter from conductor Hermann Levi, but his father-in-law Franz Liszt's manner at breakfast makes a poor impression, leading to confusion and wounded feelings at lunch. In the afternoon, Wagner and Cosima pay a visit to their landlords, the Della Grazias, which prompts Wagner's musings on the Germanic origins of aristocracy everywhere. The evening ends unhappily when Liszt's behavior provokes Wagner's indignation and sparks a minor quarrel between him and Cosima.

Content

Wednesday, January 3:

R. had quite a good night, and he writes some letters — to Fritz Brandt and various singers; yesterday he wrote to Levi. Today he receives from the latter a deeply serious letter which makes the best of impressions on him. But unfortunately the impression my father makes on him when R. visits him in the mornings is a very bad one! And there is much confusion at lunch; my father also believes for a moment that we are smiling at his expense, which greatly pains me.

R. and I go out in the afternoon; he is worried about his health and that his spasms do not let up. Then we pay a call on our landlords (the Della Grazias), who look exactly like Styrian aristocrats; R. views this as proof that the aristocracy everywhere is of Germanic origin.

Chat in the evening; my father is not there, he joins us later, calls for beer [the last three words obliterated in ink by an unknown hand], and R.'s indignation over this leads, alas, to a little argument between us!