Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of October 2, 1881

Overview

Richard rose in good spirits, pleased that Cosima's praise had strengthened his confidence in his article, and he balanced reading, work, and plans for massage with affectionate family conversation. He amused the children with an absurd dream and spent part of the evening poring over maps and discussing travel, especially the route to Corfu. Even in a light mood he remained sharply critical in artistic matters, correcting Wolzogen's misunderstanding of Parsifal and joking that doing Cosima justice would drive him mad.

Content

Sunday, October 2:

R. had a comparatively quiet night; he takes his bath and tells me gaily that my pronouncements concerning his article have given him complete confidence in it. He reads Trois ans en Asie and works; writes a few lines to Marianne Brandt - a variant on “fühlst du im Herzen nur andrer Schmerz(en)” to facilitate the breathing.

Our lunch is harmonious; R. talks a lot about the massage he intends to have. My father is also somewhat better, but we do not venture on a walk. In the evening R. studies the atlas, the route to Corfu! He then goes to work, but complains of having a cold.

The evening part whist, part conversation with Wolz., to whom he demonstrates his error with regard to Parsifal. When he talks jokingly to and about me and I tell him he is being naughty, he says, “If I were to try to do you justice, I should go mad!” And this morning, when we greet each other, he keeps on gulping, telling me it is to make sure that no kiss escapes into the air!

At lunch he told the children about the comical dream he had because of falling asleep with a finger in his nose; he says it showed him a cave with stalactites, then a milk pond, and finally the pulpy brain substance! When my father expresses his dislike of present-day Goethe literature, R. says humorously, “Goethe has altogether gone down in my estimation for having so little money; I thought he had 100,000 thalers, but now I see that he, too, wrote for money!”