Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of April 28, 1881

Overview

Wagner wakes in good humor after dreaming of a woman making romantic advances toward him, and spends the morning eagerly pressing for news of Lusch's reunion with her father. An afternoon visit to an elderly acquaintance brings out his playful side, despite his earlier vexation with the weather. The evening gathers friends to perform the finale of Beethoven's Ninth, with Wagner marveling at its childlike sublimity and insisting that its full power can only be unlocked through performances conducted according to his own closely guarded principles.

Content

Thursday, April 28:

R. had a good night, dreamed about Frau von Kalb, that she made “advances” to him, and laughs heartily when, with my thoughts on Parsifal, I let out a loud sound. He calls me Chanteclair.

All morning he is agog to hear details. Letters from Lusch and from Feustel provide little information, except that Lusch was much moved by the reunion. R. thinks it natural that she should now find it difficult to approach him. Nature is powerful, he says. My feeling, however, is that she might rather turn against me.

At lunch some aggressive remarks of Loldi’s cause him to comment on the peculiarity of the female character. After lunch we go to convey our good wishes to Frau V. Schoeler, and he is very gay, although he went out greatly vexed about the weather. He tells the old lady that we will transport her to Transvaal in a sedan chair.

Our friends in the evening; R. proposes playing the final movement of the Ninth, singing where we can. He cannot sufficiently express his astonishment at the at times childlike and always sublimely naive quality of this work, and he does not believe it can attain popularity unless given performances of a kind for which he claims to have the secret.