Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of August 17, 1880

Overview

Another early spasm gave way to decent sleep, and R. came to breakfast cheerful enough for both of them to enjoy reading the newly arrived biography proofs. He wrote to Wolzogen in high spirits, and though an earlier, lighter supper allowed a beautiful walk in sunset and moonlight, the beauty was dimmed by his continuing fatigue and his alarm at the idea of going to Grafenberg.

Content

Tuesday, August 17:

R. had to endure another spasm at first, but he finally slept well and is in cheerful spirits at breakfast. The proofs of the biography arrive, and both of us read them with enjoyment. In the morning he wrote to friend Wolzogen and ended with the words “Germania hurrah!”

At my suggestion we have supper earlier and let it consist of tea and cold foods, and afterward we go for a walk in the last rays of the setting sun and in moonlight. It is really lovely, or would be lovely, indeed glorious, if R. were not feeling so tired!

Returning home, I write to Mimi Schl. about Grafenberg, the idea of which already alarms R., since, as he says, he likes civilized places.