Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of July 26, 1880

Overview

Though he had slept well, Wagner was worn down, longing for rain, irritated by delays in Bayreuth printing, and still coughing up a little blood. He spoke with disgust about the coldness of historians toward human horrors, yet remained outwardly cheerful in the evening despite concern over Loldi and the strain of the day.

Content

Monday, July 26:

R. had a good night; he says he is longing for rain at last. “All you are fit for is day and night.” Letters from Bayreuth cause him vexation because of printing delays; he writes to friend Wolzogen about it and also, jokingly, about his article; he says, too, that he can hold out no hope to friend Schön for 10,000 marks, indeed not even for 100,000, for the hope he offers is an ideal one.

He is run down and is still spitting up a little blood. At lunch, when I tell him about what I am reading, Sismondi’s history, he says, “Yes, it’s frightful what historians tell you in cold blood, not one of them expresses horror at such a state of affairs.”

Evening on the terrace, no bath for either of us. Sudden concern about Loldi. R. cheerful, however. Saint Anne is being celebrated with a great variety of fireworks.