Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of August 4, 1879

Overview

R. is in good spirits, reading beyond his usual recommendations and enjoying the garden despite minor domestic irritations. He also reflects on his own unusual domestic history, admitting that the life he has built was only possible through his companion’s presence.

Content

Monday, August 4:

R. slept well... He works and is cheerful, reads Daudet, even things I did not recommend, such as “Le Pape est mort,” and despite various slight domestic vexations, our supper in the garden is merry, as also another walk in the palace gardens; after which we go through La Dame Blanche (the auction), which R. regards as a model of what the French spirit can produce. “In comparison with that we are a nation of drunken artisans,” he says.

R. is pleased with my picture, the bold positioning of the hand, etc. Discussion about my father, his uncongenial life; R. says: “I am a bit odd myself, but I had quite different ideas. The domestic life I have achieved was, of course, dependent on you; I could not have stood it in Zurich - it would have been too stuffy for me; and Paris, where I again got Minna to come, was the last attempt; after that I was wiser: never again! I suppose I, too, tended toward the extraordinary.”