Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of May 25, 1879

Overview

With the birthday frenzy over, they revisit the gifts, performances, and small mishaps with amused tenderness. R. spends much of the day outdoors and remarks that the two of them truly belong together, while everything else feels like mere posing.

Content

Sunday, May 25:

R. slept well. Our conversation is confined to the birthday, my picture, the Pilgrim, Michel, the Gedon folio, the surprise lists - all mentioned and discussed, with smiles and tears. Then R. reads the play and laughs at the way Wolz. has written in so many things of which he knows nothing; I have to laugh, too, but I recall gratefully how amiably the good man followed my instructions, accepting all suggestions and corrections.

R. spends almost the whole day in the garden in spite of some thundery rain: summer really arrived with his birthday! In the evening talk with friend Rubinstein. Pleasure at supper in being by ourselves again. R. says we belong together and only we - all else is a masquerade.