Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of April 18, 1879

Overview

A cold, snowy day gives way to early signs of spring in the garden, while the household is animated by talk of tariffs, Paris, and R.’s work on Parsifal. He alternates between productive concentration and playful intimacy, ending the day with music and reflections on Novalis, Carlyle, and the role of illusion in national life.

Content

Friday, April 18:

Snow, and yesterday I noticed the first hints of green in our garden! But R. slept well. At breakfast we discuss the articles on tariffs, and R. says: “One might ask why we fought a war with France if nothing has come of it but this fear. It is even worse than it was before, to have this specter of a French threat eternally before our eyes.” — R. works, tells me he will probably be happy with his conception by the end of April, and then he will take some time off: “If it weren’t for my love for you, no God would ever induce me to orchestrate Parsifal.” — Herr Rubinstein at lunch, R. very lively. He does not go out, and gaily calls out “Cuckoo” to me when I look out of my room, where I am sorting through some pretty things which have arrived for May 22, to see whether he might not perhaps be there! . . .

In the evening he plays to Herr R. a part of his Fantasie (a youthful work), and then he reads aloud some things by and about Novalis from Carlyle’s essay; much pleasure in Novalis’s judgment on Wilhelm Meister, also on Klopstock; I can follow him, though only because of R.’s writings—R.’s words about Mignon, about the role of illusion in a nation’s development, etc.