Cosima's Diaries

Diary Entry of June 23, 1873

Overview

Several days pass without entries, but the tone is of absorbed domesticity, heavy weather, and persistent attention to the children and the house. The garden has become a cherished refuge, while work continues on the score and on reading projects such as Renan's Saint Paul. Practical concerns about theater, old papers, and housing mix with cultural judgments about modern life and its institutions. The entry ends on a tender note of admiration for Fidi, whose gardening appearance calls up an image of Durer-like laboring innocence.

Content

Monday, June 23:

On all these days I have not managed to write in my diary. Much occupied with the children, and every afternoon in our house and garden, which already gives us great pleasure. Nothing much from outside. R. works on his score. We conclude Ardinghello with diminishing interest, which R. ascribes to the fact that Heinse had seen things with his own eyes as far as Rome, whereas from then on it was all invented, since he did not go to Naples.

Great heat, followed always by thunderstorms. Many purchases for the house and many worries over the theater. I am reading Renan’s Saint Paul with interest. The fine gesture of the Swiss, making their feelings known through a large meeting of confederates against Rome.

Hans sends me back some papers from Munich; melancholy sorting of these old papers; rented an apartment for Malwida Meysenbug. Pleasure in the prospect of one day moving into our house and being shut off from the world, which only brings us sad tidings through all its organs, newspapers, fashions, art institutions.

R. is still occupied with the Celts. Great joy in Fidi in his big gardening hat and white shirt: in the garden with his ax he reminds us of Dürer’s laboring angels (in the story of Mary).